Fortune

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Claire Parker


One of these mornings I’ll wake up alone 

I’ll go back home and taste the Black Sage 

and the Sagebrush 

Where the air is dry and the desert’s cold 

at night. On the ridge, the coyotes call 

& I find their scat everywhere, full of Manzanita berries and hair 

The Live Oaks grow wide here and not so tall, with the Black Sage and the Sagebrush 

The Buckwheat and Toyon and Coyotebrush 

Chamise & small rabbits and the ghost miners’ rust 

Arroyo willow, Black cottonwood, Sycamore stream 

Arundo donax, that much smited reed 

Water hemlock and Primrose and Trefoil, Plantain footprints following me Woodrose leaves yellowing like a broken promise 

California brittlebush & Parish goldeneye & Devil’s goldenbush make up the flowering bones, showing through the skin of this graybrown place 

Spectacular penstemon, my enthusiasm cannot be contained 

Manyflower marshpennywort, wet feet & tiny 

with their grandiose name 

Lemonade sumac, Laurel sumac, fire scars in the tree rings and the Black Sage and the Sagebrush 

White Sage, elder sibling, glowing & rare, 

witness to all that has passed 

Rabbit tobacco, soft velvet & 

white smoke, coarse fur & lucky feet 

Sticky monkeyflower, bending towards me, 

magnetic tenacity 

White snakeroot & Desert starvine bring teeth & twilight 

on tender green leaves 

And the Chaparral mallow & Desertbroom, 

hedge between my nervous heartbeat 

and the great mess beyond 

Opuntia & Cholla & Yucca, spikes in their names 

conjuring the protection that I hold around my chest, 

to breathe the Black Sage

and the Sagebrush 

North fortune, South fortune, river Mugwort’s dream crumbling staircase and grinding stones between I jumped over a rattlesnake here once 

I cried up this mountain once 

My mind left me here once 

to be tended by the clouds & rocks 

and the Black Sage 

and the Sagebrush